16.6.13

Song of Apathy


Yesterday was funny. Let's just say my stand against lifelong commitments was reinforced. Yeah. So here's a little somethin', somethin' to kind of make people understand my choice. Sort of.

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I can't throw words at you like "I love you, I do"
I won't take orders from a heart split in two
A kiss could be simpler, fill the silence and then
Do it with eyes open for there's none to expect

Sorry to mislead you
It's one thing to feel 
Another to take time
And let the scars heal
Sorry for the trouble
I'll end it here
Please turn your back now
While I disappear

It takes a lot to smile when you're insincere
Sometimes it's easier to forge a tear
I love you's are hard to say when all the fears
Are stuck inside the deepest, darkest of me

Let me pour the wine now
To calm you my dear
Prep you for what's coming
The big reveal
Here's the key to your door
I'll leave it here
Turn your eyes away now
While I disappear

See, I tried but
I can't cry for you
See, I lied when 
I said I feel it too
So before you take the fall
Let me cushion the pain a little more...




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