The Breakup Song

Always. Always. ALWAYS. When I have to do something I always have this itch to write instead. Like it's my excuse to procrastinate. Before, it was more of the petty activities like cutting my nails, or snipping the ends of my hair, or the sudden urgent need to re-decorate my room. Now it's writing. On the bright side, the excuses have developed into something more...productive? Yes? No?

No. An excuse is still an excuse. And the delays are not getting shorter. I'm going to work on a better self now. Or later... after I've finished posting this. And maybe a little more after I've worked on a melody for this song/poem. This is obviously more important. LOL.

Here's another one of my sad stuff. I love drama. It feeds my soul. Lelz. I dedicate this to the people who are only meant to endure...those built to never know happiness. BOOM. :))

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You tuck yourself to bed

Beside me

And once again

We let the night referee

The silent war 

That we've been in lately

Alas, I am a woman

Alas, my instincts are strong

And while you pretend to still love me

I know, 

You've already let go

I had seen this coming

Whenever you sigh when you speak

I've always had this feeling

That you weren't mine to keep

Our ending had been obvious

But I still kept a blind eye

My intuition has never failed me

Oh, what I'd give to be wrong, this time

Time was never patient

With me

It's always been 

too short, too long

And I have been happy

For a while now

With you

So I knew

It was bound to end soon